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i am SO SO sorry about all the vent journals being posted //then deleted 5 minutes after// lately.
i've just been in a crappy mood this week.

also, NO this is absolutely not aimed at anyone. this is just how i feel in general about friends and such.
alright, i...have a problem with clinging to certain friends
it's not something im proud of, no
i've been dealing with this issue since the start of 2014, but it's starting to resurface again after me beating it down for the summer
i'm actually quite ASHAMED of it and this instinct of me to always latch onto my close friends can really REALLY get me into deep trouble sometimes
i dont think anyone knows this but
i am a very lonely person in life
i have no close friends from school, i find it a challenge to talk to my family, and it's even more difficult to talk to the people at my church
maybe that's the reason why i latch onto my internet friends so quickly??
i just feel like i text/message/skype them too much
i guess im just wanting to fill that void in my heart that longs so damn much for a friend...a guardian...a sister/brother...a role-model..

again, i am NOT proud of this at all
this is one of my most hated flaws and its the main reason why i haven't had any friends in the past
let me explain
i'd get a friend when i was younger, hang out with them, get a little too attached, and then after a couple months- bam
rejection
why? because i cared too much and hung onto that friend too long so, now i payed the price for it

this is another reason why i have a hard time making new friends and have the AWFUL habit of asking if im too annoying at times
im scared of loosing yet another friend


but...enough with my venting, let me ask you guys a question:


do you guys have any advice at how i can get my mind off of things like this so i can relax a bit more?
this whole "clinging to my friends" thing has been really bringing me down lately
i can't help but think about it and it's starting to make me feel even more insecure than ever because of it
it's come to the point where i only get 2 hours of sleep each night and i've even lost my appetite...i haven't eaten in 3 days
i also..honest to god...have cried like 5 times yesterday and 3 times today
this issue has been really deteriorating my health, i swear
i feel sicker and more tired as days go by..

so

tl;dr
im having an issue with myself clinging to friends lately, i need to learn how to stop, and get over my insecurity of feeling like im too annoying to some friends
i just need advice of how i can get my mind off of these troubles is all

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Trisha Marie
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States


Be warned. I ship ZADR......
and ZAZR.



((sorry! requests, commissions, collabs, and trades are closed until winter break comes along! senior year has been busy for me so i wont be able to draw as much as i did before!))
Requests: Closed
Commissions: Closed
Collabs: Closed
Art Trades: Closed


To Do List:
//warning: I take a long time to do trades, commissions, etc, so PLEASE dont rush me//
-Collab with :icontimelady-mya:, HZ and her OC


The Hella Zims:
:iconmissfemke: :iconzimthegreat: :iconzoroana: :iconizfan4life: :iconnorphy:

Waifus:
:iconmissfemke: :iconzoroana: :iconhorridactor: :iconnorphy:
.: Chain of stupidity :. by MissFemke

My darlings:
:iconmissfemke: :iconzoroana: :icontrollan-gurl22: :iconhorridactor: :icondoodlett: :iconnorphy: :iconizzymarty: :iconseshiiria1993: :iconbeetleflight: :iconosnapitskatelyn: :iconqardens: :iconcaptainrakou:

Commissions Closed Stamp by Mel-Rosey
Commissions:
Sketched, Outlined, and colored: 100 points
Sketch: 80 points
Outlined and Colored: 90
Outlined, colored, and Background: 200 points
Chibi: 70 points
Doodle: 90 points


Stamps:

Ellie Goulding Stamp by JustAColorfulTranceStamp :: Marina by homestucktroll123 Young The Giant Stamp by arthurdarvill paramore stamp by josephhaubert Studio Killers Stamp by GoldenTigerDragon Two Door Cinema Club Stamp by streetlight-manifest EDM Stamp by MB133
Zim by savagebinnZADR - Cute by LierMagicianZaDf Stamp by AikenLugiA Fandom Stamp by invaderbast ZIM Fan Stamp by kuro-stamps
Puella Magi Madoka Magica Stamp 2 by MiloticStarShiny madoka stamp 2 by mirabe PMMM - Sayaka Miki Fan Stamp by PurelyWhiteButterfly Nagisa Momoe Stamp by Railgun-Yugi
Stamp: And don't expect me to. EVER. by Catthylove Freedom is a choice. by PixieRiot I don't know you enough. by PrincessFlaw Stamp. by Shendificator Stamp: Kindness is Never Wasted by Southrobin Original Character Personality by Stamp221 Daydreamer Stamp by StampMakerLKJ Painfully Insecure Stamp by Mirz123 - stamp for the outsiders - by slawomiro
I love Sparkle and Glitter by Snow-BodyI Heart Pastel by NauticalSparrowColors Stamp by Fyi-SusI Love Glitter by Snow-Body - N - E - O - N - by skinnyveestamp
Christian Stamp by LoftyBalloon Feminine by HeartsPocky
Outer Space Stamp by BrainmattersSpace Stamp by BrainmattersOuter Space Stamp 5 by Brainmatters
Dragons stamp by Grinmir-stock Fantasy Stamp by DesiredAdoration
Sci-Fi Lover Stamp by DarkDijinArtie89 Aliens Rock by Zim-Shady .: Aliens makes me happy :. by PirateHearts
Jack Fan Stamp by shadyGIFsRotG - Logo Stamp by FairyQueen23Jack Frost Stamp by BratLittlePrincess
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hundred13n Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favorite :D (Big Grin) 
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MissFemke Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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i forgot to give me trishy a smooshy today ayy <3
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qardens Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
im looking at your stamps and omg,,,
marina and the diamonds
two door cinema club
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hundred13n Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favorite 
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Babushkah Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
You're beautiful. Bye.
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<3
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heyyou
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CinnimonNightmare Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Wanna do an art tradeeeeeeeeee?
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bearynn Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  New member Hobbyist General Artist
thank you
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